All in all it's been an okay day... but Im not gonna sit here and dwell on the bad stuff 'cause as of today I reached 100 subcribers on youtube! =]
I know it sounds really stupid that Im so happy about 100 subscribers, when soooo many youtube guru's out there have like 100,000... but when I first started doing the videos on youtube I was unbelievably self-conscious, had about as much self-confidence as a snail, and honestly thought that I would get more 'haters' than anything else - but I'm so happy I've proved myself wrong and Im happy that Ive gained self-confidence in the process - not so much that I LOVE myself, but just enough so I can get up in the morning and actually look in the mirror haha! Especially, after the last few months I've had! =[
100 subscribers sound like NOTHING compared to the other guru's but I didn't set out to compete against them... I set out to do something that I'd enjoy doing, and I do!! I really really do! hehe
So... I love all my subscribers on youtube - especially all my loyal ones who comment and rate all my videos hehe.
You really don't realise how big a part youtube can actually become in your life. It's really weird - but I'm glad I chose to start doing the videos and I hope I gain more support from everyone on there and on here as well!
Special thanks to Neccie and Amanda - two other youtube guru's who have stuck by me from the very beginning!! Thanks so much for all your support! =]
Thanks for reading,
Chanel
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